Insomnia Sucks

I want to sleep!!!!!!! I can't. I do this weird thing when I get into weird sleep patterns. Right now my sleep pattern is to go to bed at 9 at night and wake up at midnight, I eventually go back to sleep around 4 in the morning and then wake up at 8 in the morning (I don't have to be at work until 10 right now). I totally hate it. I hate going to bed early, and I hate I can't stay asleep. UUUgggghh. Plus it is so boring at night, no one to talk too, TV is horrid, and sometimes I just can't get into a book to read. Not to mention I have to make myself lay down. On top of that, because of work stress I this past week aside from my birthday I on average am eating 700 calories a day and not exercising. It is kind of nice for my waistline, but I am just scared that as soon as I return to normal eating my metabolism will be all crazy.