This is Almost 32

As of Monday, I will be 32 years old. This is a sad 32. Seriously. I am an old woman wearing a skeleton nightgown laying in bed and playing on the computer.*

The negatives of turning 32:

I am not fulfilled in my career and I still don't know what to be when I grow up.

I am running out of time to decide.

I am more cynical and less idealistic

I don't have a kid yet.

I don't have myself where I want to be mentally. I am still a hot head, and I still haven't figured out how to be zen like and more patient.

Positives of turning 32:

I look like hot ass on a stick and don't care. I am realizing life is not about looks. I am wearing no make up in this picture and don't care. Five years ago that would have been unheard of.**

I am more comfortable expressing my opinion

I have a great husband who is patient and understanding with me.

I don't feel completely old yet.

*I did manage to bathe, I am not completely skank :)

** Yeah I took the pic down. I am not that comfortable, lemme x that one off my list.